The past few days

Have been quite interesting.

 Considering my best friend confessed his love to me, which apparently I was blind to. I really wasn't aware of all of this considering I didn't want to think about him in that way cause I didn't want to lose my best friend like I already have with my other best friend cause we let love and get in the way and now we don't talk anymore or at least hardly.
I've been having a hard time lately with wanting to be with my husband due to that fact that I don't like having intimate moments with him, but apparently I'm not the only one either cause some of my friends are having that same issue so I don't feel as bad but I still feel bad.
I've also been having issues starting to get on my workout plan and I really don't have the support except from my cousin but the only thing we do is country dance on the wii which isn't going to help cause it really doesn't require movement. I do watch what I eat I've been trying to eat more salads and drink more water which I don't mind cause water is good for you, but sometimes I wish I could find something that was healthy but just as good.

This month

Well this month I've decided that I am just going to live each day by a quote and then next month I will do words, I've also decided that I am going to take my words for next month from the bible or other inspirational books. I feel like I am starting to become a better person and have a more positive attitude towards life and what I have in my life.