this month

well my husband left on march 4th for AZ for the month. So far its been 9 days and surprisingly I've been doing pretty well without him, I don't mind not having him here but I am starting to get lonely without him even though my cousin and son are here with me its just not the same. I'm also horny! Lol but that's what toys are for right? Well any way I only have 11 more days left till he comes home and then he leaves again on April 2nd for panama city, FL. And hopefully I'll be going with him so I can spend that week on the beach

well it happened again

it happened again, my son scared the crap of me the other night. He was sleeping with me in my bed cuz he woke up crying so I brought him with me into my room. Well any way around 1:15 something told me to wake up and when I did I thought I was repeating the past. My son didn't move when I moved so I started to rub his back and when he still didn't moved I rolled him over and the look on his face scared me half to death, I literally thought my son had died again, so I shook him to where he finally woke up. I was so scared that I picked him up and put him back in his room and then called my husband who is on a work trip 3 hrs behind us. Needless to say I was very scared to rest of the night and after being up for 2 hrs after the fact I finally went back to sleep.
well my son is ok and being the 16 month old that he is.

never told anyone this

when my rainbow was just a few months old he use to sleep in bed with us, well one night when my son was in bed with us he had snuggled up against me, well I had something tell me to wake up so when I did I found my son underneath my arm with my shirt pressed up against his face, I was so scared that something had happened to him, but my rainbow is now 16 months old and babbling away.

the day we found out

well it was the scariest day of my life to say the least. I had only been with my bf  for about 8 wks when we found out we were 6+5. The other scary thing was that my bf was technically still married according to the marines.
but anyway I had been going to work all week prior to us finding out when my boss had suggested that I might be pregnant and I thought she was nuts lol. So I decided to say something to my bf about it when we decided to buy a pg test. I took one that night it came out positive, so I decided to take another one the next morning when that one came out positive I decided that I should probably make a doctors appt that's when we found out I was 6+5, we then had to tell my parents that I was pg. My dad was shocked I think and the rest of my family was surprised cuz I don't think they ever thought I who,d get pg let alone married, but that's another story